What My Mind Does While I Wait

Friday, June 16, 2006

and
i miss maria

posted by The Invisible Gardener @ 9:26 AM 

2 Comments:

Blogger The Deceiver said...

I'm basically just realizing just how much I rely on you. I fancied myself as an independent person who didn't need anyone to be happy, it's not true, I need you all so much and realizing that makes me see just how lonely I'm going to be in Colorado by comparison. I love you so much and although it's only been a week, it feels like so much longer just because this time, the goodbye is for much longer than just the Summer.

And just thinking about how much I miss you makes me cry. I've never been one to miss the people I say goodbye to, that's because I've never said a real goodbye to someone so close to me. I've never had to say goodbye to someone I knew I wouldn't see for a long time. I now know what it's like to actually miss someone. I miss you all. I love you.

3:35 PM  
Blogger The Invisible Gardener said...

i understand completely.
as i said in the message i sent to you, when i get irrational or doubt myself or doubt the world or my/our position in it, i always turned to you for discussion and understanding. There is NO ONE left that understands me. You were the only one. My parents just tell me i'm tired, my sister thinks its ridiculous... all of our friends don't comprehend and will think i'm a quack.

i need you
so we need to keep in touch
i'm also much better at expressing myself and my current states of emotion through writing so maybe we can comfort one another

please write me at camp and i know i will write you

what is your address?

mine is

24370 still pond neck road
worton, md 21678

1:39 PM  

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