i kind of cant post how i feel

i should be:
in an asylum

i want to be:
in a field by myself

i am:
at my desk listening to maria's tunes and mourning

people are superficial
saying that people are superficial makes me feel that i am too
everything i think i rethink and doubt
everything i've done may mean nothing
everything i'm doing is pointless yet i do it just the same

i'm tired tired tired tired i
i want to be
be
be
be
be