What My Mind Does While I Wait

Sunday, October 29, 2006

i was called a reject
then i rejected someone that i didnt know had already rejected me

david melnick tells me i'm the reject of tower hill school

how do i feel about that?

at least it clarifies things a bit

Thursday, October 19, 2006

i'm completely blanked
bah or as tess would say... buh

Wednesday, October 18, 2006


how come i'm so sleepy all the time
i'm having trouble focusing and doing my work
my eyes are drooping during all seven of my classes
i feel like i should collapse
its like having mono with out the sick part... although today i felt feverish and nausious.....



Friday, October 13, 2006

i feel hollow and nauseated....

Sunday, October 01, 2006

i hate most teenagers
i got harassed by some drunk high kids in line at the concert... they were so dumb that we just laughed at them incessently... they were trying to convince us they were from england and that second hand smoke isnt gunna harm me....

then they got mad that i didnt like talking to them so i got called an ugly bitch infront of the whole concert and he yelled it many times over and over for a good 10 minutes and told me i looked like a guy, didnt get guys, etc.

then they wound up being right infront of us at the concert along with this other jackass who took emma and Joey's spots while they went to rest their legs in a corner... i told them they were coming back and they wouldnt listen... then his bitchy girl friend, talking directly behind me was like, 'i cant believe she didnt think we take that spot.... this isnt 2nd grade... we don't just say sorry this seats taken.' so i told her i could hear her and she was like, like i care....

i dont understand why people have to be so rude... i was called a bitch many times that nite for politely trying to do things... i suppose bitches cant see that that is what they are

it made me sad
and everyone smokes

joey and i were like WE CANT BREATHE
the annoying boys from jersey in front of us were blowing their smoke in my face and dropped their joint on Emma's barefeet

disgusting...













i wish i lived in the city
i'm trying to convince someone to let me take the SEPTA 40 minutes everday next year to go to Sage's school.... all of her friends are soo nice and interesting and have fun and go out together in the city and hang out.... and the dance was interesting too

i'm just so jealous